..potty time!!

My baby boy is becoming a big boy! We're in the process of potty training, he runs in the room and says "Mommy I gotta potty".. yay Mason! These moments are what I live for :)

The Plan.. so far!

Well, I woke up this morning to a call for a job! Yay! I also recently got hired at a local restaurant, which I hope to start working this week. I'm also enrolled in Job Corp @ San Marcos, I'm awaiting my leave date. About a month ago, I lost a really good job nd my car gave out on me, that took me to a deep depression and a very stressful time. Thank God for my children tho, they brought me thru that. So what's the plan? A year away from my kids to get a certificate in medical billing and coding. I'll only be able to see my mini's on weekends, that's gonna be difficult. I have this theory tho. Like i stated before, I'm no regular individual, so I don't see why I should be working any regular jobs? Minimum wage jobs have only helped me get by, I want more than that. With my certificate i'll still have to work a regular job, BUT it'll be extra cash to support my kids and my dream. Music has been the only constant in my life, its where my heart is! My dream is to one day be a r&b singer! That dream takes a lot of dedication and time, something I didn't have before. But what the hell, me and the kids aren't gettin any younger, its time to step out on faith and make this dream a reality.

By The Way..

I have quite a few videos up. Go check them out at youtube.com/misskelluh09 :) goodnight lovely people!

..renewal!

Starting over is never easy, but its where I find myself at on Sep. 17th, 2012 @1:39am! First let me introduce myself. I am the one and only Kierra Flot. Mother of two very special children, Mason 2 nd Israel 9 months. At the age of 21 I'm finding myself single, broke, and still home with mommy. Music is the love of my life,  although we're going thru a rough time in our relationship. This blog is for me and anyone else who has found themselves at a place they never expected to be. This blog is just a way to document my journey and more importantly show the world that its okay to mess up as long as you plan to do better. My goal in life is to touch people with my story and this journey I'm about to embark on. What journey is that yu ask? Hell idk yet, but its gonna be a good one. Let me warn you now, I am no regular, average, normal person. I'm one of those people that are destined for greatness, I'm not quite sure what that greatness may be just yet, but I feel it deep in my soul, so I'm gonna run with that. It's safe to say that I will pour my heart out in this blog, whether I have zero followers or a million. I just wanna inspire. I'm here to say nobody is perfect, your gonna make huge mistakes, your gonna feel alone, your gonna hurt and maybe even cry more than yu laugh sometimes. But that just goes to show your human. This blog was placed on my heart, idk what's gonna come from this, only time will tell. Stick with me tho, we're gonna go to great places. Feel free to follow me to twitter @_Kieda also :)